I took methylene blue passed out and woke up lit

 I was going fuck why can't I get back to sleep? It's this blue ink like substance that had me puking earlier. I paid 2.38 at wallgreens and got to say this is going to keep me fueled up during my eight hour workout days.

I honestly feel like I'm 18 again with the mind of a 25 year old business version of me that actually has a steady paycheck. I get the same check that had me jumping up and down in college each and every single month and the best part is if I go marry a college age woman my money doubles and I get to split it with her.

She doesn't just get a steady boyfriend the desire seated in the heart of every dating woman ❤️❤️❤️

She gets to get married and have a future. The greatest gift that could be given to a woman, a guarantee of tomorrow of a future of survival of children and being completely satisfied with let's be completley honest that goal in life we all have.

I get called a loser pathetic worthless ect by my best friend and really don't need that. I want to help as much as possible and I'm sitting here smoking my medication I was prescribed in my twenties and theres this little puppy awesome. Hold on actually my medicine...

I am some fierce competition for these machines. Artificial intelligence has not surpassed that of humanity it seems. 

If I haven't spoken a word to you in three weeks over the phone you aren't the one but there is actually really just one of you hope you save it for me too.